I’m going to work on my fiction.
That sentence summarizes one of my major writing-related goals this year. The goals, if you want to get into details, are to publish (not just write) 3 short stories and participate in this year’s NaNoWriMo, or at least just spend a month or two writing the first draft of a novel.
Small goals to the seasoned fictionist - but the last time I wrote fiction was five years ago. “I need to devote long stretches of time to this,” I thought. “I’m out of practice, so I need to devote, say, around 2 months of my life just doing this.”
But if I were to spend a couple of months working on my fiction, where would I get my income? I’d have to find a way to make money passively while I write.
That’s it! I’m going to work on a passive income stream, then when that gets rolling I can really work on my fiction.
So I spent the bigger part of February, March, and April working on this ebook that’s supposed to make money while I write. I did market research, wrote and edited the ebook, set up the web site, and the dozens of other minor tasks that were related to publishing an ebook.
When I was finally done with that, I realized that I couldn’t really write in my office. Only a thin curtain separates it from the living room, so the toddler and the cats keep distracting me when I try to write.
I needed to hire a contractor to make me a permanent wooden divider. But then I’d have to design it first, and looking for a trustworthy contractor is such a hassle…
Do you see where I am going with this?
Distractions become detours
I was so focused on these projects that would “help me write” that I forgot that I should be, I dunno, doing the goddamn writing in the first place. It’s procrastination on a grand scale. The worst part is that you don’t notice it when it’s creeping up on you.
If you think you already have a big problem with your creative work, imagine how that problem compounds when you introduce “distraction projects”. The first problem you have (eg. writing a novel) will turn into ten different problems (writing a novel and creating an ebook and dealing with refunds and marketing, etc.) It’s like cutting off a hydra’s head only to discover that seven new heads will grow in its place. Two months later, as you’re deep into your distraction project, you’ll be asking yourself this:
Why the frak am I doing this again?
And your answer will be: Oh, right. So I can write fiction.
Way to go accomplishing that, then.
Getting back on track
As soon as I realized this, I took a hard, unforgiving look at my schedule and work habits. And guess what - I do have the time to write fiction. Looking at my schedule, there are some inconsequential personal timesucks projects I can drop, such as watching yet another episode of Angel on the SciFi channel.
Not only that, I can write while waiting in line, sitting on the toilet, walking my dog, or doing the laundry. There must be countless little opportunities for writing throughout my week - I just don’t notice them. I don’t have to write neat, grammatically perfect sentences typed out in my laptop, either. I could read into a small recorder, and scribbling on my beat-up notepad should be fine.
Taking all these things into account, I can spend at least an hour a day writing fiction. And that’s exactly what I’m going to do.
I hope this long rant will serve as a reminder for me in the future when I find myself distracted by side projects that have nothing to do with my writing goals. We all need a serious kick in the pants once in a while.
Until I need to read this post again, however, I’ll just be here in my office - working on my fiction.
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on Apr 30th, 2009 at 5:24 pm
Well, your non-fiction is so good, and your comics are so good, and your art is so good…that I have no doubt that your fiction will be good, no matter how awkward your little writing blocks of space might be for you.
By the way…what toddler? Are you having babies that you haven’t told us about?
on Apr 30th, 2009 at 5:44 pm
Hm, I thought I told you about her (or maybe I just thought about telling you but forgot to actually do it). Rosella’s niece had a baby. The mom works in another city on long shifts so she can’t take care of her. I guess you could say that Rosella “babysits” for an entire week, and the mom comes over during the weekends to visit.
on Apr 30th, 2009 at 9:10 pm
It is so true that in the quest to accomplish something, one can distract oneself into just not doing it. My dad told me me that when he has an idea, he tackles it straightaway by talking to the people who can help him get it done, and by picking up the tools to actually DO it. It’s so very important to start (as I learned with my thesis).